how things hit you

its a little scary how things sometimes just hit you. you dont ask for it to come, you dont even bring all your thoughts together to make yourself think of it. Memories.. or should i say learned mistakes... sometimes catch you at your most vulnerable moments. Moments or even one moment that you learned so much from that you wont forget it even if you used all your strength to try to forget about it..
But i guess thats why we're human, to make mistakes. over and over again. to keep reminding us why we are human. and that in order to learn and become wise in the longrun is to continue to fall down a couple times.

I guess I just had one those moments for myself.... As im sure we all have them. and kind of stabs you when you least expect it. It was a memory that I tried to erase but i know is just one of those memories ill keep with me for the rest of my life. And i can only sit here and wonder, if that other person who made the same mistake does the same thing as me.