i. love. weekends.

and once again, i wake up Monday morning at 7:35am.. 25 minutes before class. man i need to stop doing that. i feel so spolied when i talk to my friends that drive from san jose and san mateo that wake up at like 5:30am. i dont know how i could ever do that. i love sleep too much.

the weekends i swear are like heaven. my weekends almost seem like vacation. although i know it will stop as soon as i start working.. but i guess ill enjoy it while it lasts. We had a surprise party for Ha who had no idea. It was funny when we finally surpirsed her, she was so scared and call us all liars. LOL. sorry ha, it was for the best. i wish i had pictures to put on my blog, but i ended up leaving my memory card for my camera at home.. but i brough the camera.. typical jessica. i dont think i would have been able to take any pictures anyway bc i was trashed the most. LOL. sometimes i dont know how keith deals with me, he saw me outside at the party with my head facing the ground and yelled "BABE!......" and picked me up and carried me and we went home. or at least.. thats what someone told me. haha.
On saturday keith took me to the circus to see the ringling bros for our aniversary at the pavillion. i had no idea we were going. i enjoyed seeing the elephants, it made me feel like i was 12 all over again. its nice how watching things like that can make you feel young again.
I ended my weekend going to keiths family party and biking around lake elizabeth.. went hot tubing, and then biked again at 10pm.

Sometimes, i just wish i could do all this everyday..





im sitting in my room with my window wide open and the wind is perfect and a little cold so its just right that it wants to make you fall asleep. i have a little spot next to my window where i can get it perfectly. it sometimes gets my mind to drift and think about other things when im studying.. or decide to blog. i sit here and think how sometimes it feels like its so easy to let your mind drift off about the past or just even randomness. but i know in my heart that the present is for here and now and we have to continue on with every choice that we make. every decision you make in life has all its consequnces. i dont really believe in fate too much anymore, because ive learened that fate can be changed with a person's decision to pick one thing or another. its with each decision that you make sometimes links to how the rest of youre life will turn out to be..just my two cents for the day.